seriously yesterday was a punch in the gut that i'm still recovering from! - as i mentioned yesterday i had a new oncologist i was going to meet with - i've been having ALL kinds of anxiety over this (sharing my story, having her check me, finding this new hospital, what she'll be like, what will she tell me, ect) - and let me remind you it took me over 1.5 months to get this appointment - i had to send them ALLLLL my test results and films and cd's, yadda yadda - THEN yesterday *PUNCH* - her assistance calls me back and tell me "oh you don't have cancer now, so she won't see you, but i'll have a counselor call you" = UM WHATTTTTT -- of course sitting at work at my desk when i got the call and YUP the tears started to come!

how dare they put me through for 1.5 months of anxiety - how dare they call me hours before my appointments and tell me the news - how dare they think this is somehow OK - b/c it's NOT ok - i am ANGRY and i am never angry - just goes to show you, people have no courtesy sometimes - just like when i was at my GYN last week and 2 women knew each other, but insisted on being at opposite sides of the room - so what do they do? - SCREAM back and forth - and their conversation was VERY upsetting to me - i thought to myself "do you guys have any clue at all" - there's a time and place for everything - and even tho the conversation doesn't upset you, doesn't mean a room filled with people will feel the same as you - talk about selfish!

SO NOW - i'm in the mood for a lil laugh - hope these will make you smile!

hope 1 of these got a SMILE on your face!!!!!

WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU GET A DISAPPOINTING PHONE CALL?

i got a million and 1 things to do today in work before i have, yes, doctors - then meeting up with one of my lovah's for lunch at Chipolte (i'm obsessed, do you know it's ALL organic, i KNOW, i don't understrand why they don't promote that!) - then i'm gonna try and take the rest of the day for Erika Time, this all depending on what i get done at the office now .. off to business i go!

PS - stop by my other blog - Tiptoe with Curiosity - a friend sent me what you will find on their - let's just say motivation!