BLISS

i'm backkkk - well i hope to be on the norm again - i've been tested positive for an anti-immune disease (leukemia, Hodgkin's, lupus, ect) - which has me in a tizzy - part of me doesn't wanna know, i mean a HUGE part and an itty bitty glimmer is saying 'erika maybe it's a false positive' (but we all know that's not the case) - either way to KNOW is power but not sure if i'm ready to be that powerful yet!

just when i thought i had things under control - eating cancer fighting foods - i get *BAM* a positive blood test - so means MORE tests from the doctors to find out what's going on with my body - bottom line i have more bad cells in my body then good and the bad cells are eating my tissues away - *BOO* - but if it wasn't news like this lately i dunno what my news would be - *deep breathe*

time for those big girl panties back on! - live IN the moment is my biggest dream for us all - we miss so much thinking in the past and toward the future - just stop - realize NOW and enjoy it - say "i love you" to that moment - i'm telling you - it takes you a LONG way when you can actively pursue this challenge!

here's some happy photos that get me in the mood to smile:

i have the same heart sunnies - i think it's time i start wearing those lovies!

in 2012 this  is pretty much what my house will look like - already found the company i'm using - and they have dark navy siding like i love - shake siding on the house and scallop siding above my front door - then a deck built in the front of my house like this- on difference i'm going to have a Hermes orange door!

hello DREAM!

pretty much all my "super close" friends live down the shore - but i can just IMAGINE living in one of these brownstones - with the color and all - i mean how can you come home and not say "hello home, i love you" walking into these!

i keep trying to think how i'm going to finish my unfinished basement - and HELLO love! - this map idea is just insane to me - and i'm ALL about it - Universe please make this happen! - love you!

how adorable? who wouldn't want this little lovebug in their home?!

i LOVE the idea of a vintage trunk as a coffee table - and i'm lucky enough to have a few from my parents and the people i bought my house from!

this was myself and some friends at my Bliss workshop - learned so much - so happy to be part of this family! - getting involved with angel readings, meditation, yoga, life coach sessions, and workshops - HEAVEN for this winter of mine - these will warm my soul!

WHAT HAS BEEN WARMING YOUR SOUL LATELY???