Strange or What?!

a visual and text about myself and marriage ... i few friends got engaged this weekend and well got my wheels turnings ...

it's probably quite strange that i post about "weddings" and/or "engagements" - when in my own life, it's not something i want for myself  (necessarily) - SURE i dabble in the idea here and there - but i sorta' just think my soul is meant to be free ~

 i seem to always land in long term joyous relationships ~ but i just never was the girl who "dreamed" about getting married, or "had" to be married by a certain age, or "always thought i'd have 3 kids" ~

i dabble in the thought of it all, because what girl wouldn't want the huge rock, grand dress, spectacular venue, and host the party of the century?! ~

just don't know if saying "I do" is something i can commit to .. I guess i'm a lil 'Carrie Bradshaw' like, but maybe i will marry Mr. Big  ~

i do have big shoes to fill .. watching my parents evolution of marriage .. i just don't know if my navigational skills are upto par ~

i let fate take it's course and drag me around, kinda' my rule of thumb - it's been splendid so far - ( ok i lied, i've had a few bumps in the road, but i've had new pavement down for awhile now *phew* )  .. so i'm going with what works ... for now ~

(( ok enough bout myself .. back to FUN stuff tomorrow ! ! !  )))

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** so there you go universe  -  you got it  -  just another little piece of me out there  -  now do what you want with it  -  but please  -  be gentle  **