It's more then love - it's LOVE


claw foot tub plus horse art work plus that bench *sigh*

1.  i want that hermes server, ok i want ANYTHING Hermes
2.  the baby photo over the fireplace SWOON!


is this not THE BEST island you have ever laid your eye's on?
hands down mine!

hello black chandelier - i'm in love with you

*sigh* - imagine walking up those stairs to your OWN home


LOVEN ANYTHING ABOVE?



My Life:
i am working on literally zero hours of sleep - was up all night with Kayleigh (pup) - she was shaking all night and couldn't get comfy in bed, so it had me worried sick! - my oncologist called yesterday, my results will be in by the 22nd when we go for another round of chemo - of course they have me worried sick - then on the 23rd i meet with the geneticist for further review - i'm still praying for a positive outcome

for all asking about my Mom - she is doing well! - thank you for your well wishes and thoughts!

New Readers: - sorry for not explaining more - my Mom is battling cancer right now - turns out her form of cancer is genetic - and it's a very aggressive cancer that can spread very rapidly - so i was tested at her last chemo treatment to see if i have the gene - if it turns out i do have the gene it will be WHEN not IF i get cancer and what i need to do to prevent it (ovaries and breasts removed soon) - so there's a lot of challenging moments in my life right now to grab hold of and embrace ..




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32 comments:

  1. ChloeMarch 16, 2011 at 8:30 AM

    Love those stairs!!!
    I wish my house had those!
    Oncologist?? Genetisist?
    I'm quite new reading your blog and I don't know if you're going through a bad moment... Is everything OK?

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  2. Dee StephensMarch 16, 2011 at 8:32 AM

    I'm with the above commenter. Are you just finding out if you have the gene? Or is it something else?

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  3. Diana MieczanMarch 16, 2011 at 8:32 AM

    That island is INCREDIBLE and I would love to have it in my home:) Glad that your mom is ok, sweetie. Kisses and hugs

    Ps: I’m hosting a cool Loop GIVEAWAY later today! Hope you’ll join in:)

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  4. April a.k.a. "A. Liz"March 16, 2011 at 8:40 AM

    What insanely gorgeous inspiration photos ... I literally cannot pick a favorite. They are all pure eye candy. If I came home daily to put dinner together at that kitchen island......... oh wow.

    Good luck with everything - thoughts are with you!

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  5. HazelMarch 16, 2011 at 9:27 AM

    the black chandelier and the island need to be mine. They are DIVINE!

    Good luck with your test x

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  6. christine {bijouandboheme}March 16, 2011 at 10:29 AM

    All of this is gorgeous but more importantly, my thoughts are so with you right now- sending giant warm hugs. xoxo

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  7. jeanette from everton terraceMarch 16, 2011 at 10:33 AM

    Am I lovin' anything? I'm lovin' it ALL. I couldn't even pick a favorite of these little gems this morning, okay if I HAD to it would be between that fab island and the delicious chandelier :)

    continued thoughts of peace for you both.

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  8. ChiaraMarch 16, 2011 at 11:09 AM

    I´m so sorry you are going through such a tough time....
    I am sending tons of positive thoughts your way...
    Keep us posted please...
    xoxo

    PS. love the kitchen island

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  9. KrystalMarch 16, 2011 at 11:09 AM

    wow erika, i'm behind on your blog and had no idea that you will be going through all of this. I'm sorry but keep your head up. you have the best spirit ever so I think you're a step ahead :)

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  10. Jaime @ La vie...J'aimeMarch 16, 2011 at 11:42 AM

    adore that wooden island- rustic chic!

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  11. Ren- Lady Of The ArtsMarch 16, 2011 at 11:48 AM

    Positive thoughts to you-
    I love the art of the horse so strong and regal.

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  12. Bella @BellgetsrealMarch 16, 2011 at 11:53 AM

    You are what I see when I think of STRENGTH. I can not believe all that you are dealing with.

    PS that server is wicked and I love how the rest of the space is so sleek. Great inspiration as are you.

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  13. Roses @ StrictlyRosesMarch 16, 2011 at 11:59 AM

    The painting of the horse in the first picture is so freaking cool!!! Thanks for sharing :)

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  14. TimbarikaDollMarch 16, 2011 at 12:16 PM

    Love these pictures, so beautiful. Many blessings and love to you and your mum, it can be a tough wall to climb, my grandmother has had cancer so many times, and just turned 90 in Feb. I am sure the same strength she has will be with you both also!! hugs and love xxx

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  15. MarissaMarch 16, 2011 at 12:20 PM

    I got behind on my blog reading and didn't know about your testing. Good for you for having it done. It's a very scary thing, but at least if you know you can take preventative measures. I'll be thinking of you!

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  16. Dancing BranflakeMarch 16, 2011 at 2:16 PM

    Whoa! Those last stairs are a dream come true.

    And how did I not know you need to get your ovaries and breasts removed? I am so incredibly sorry. My love and hugs to you!

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  17. Sofi StellarMarch 16, 2011 at 5:11 PM

    I'm sorry, that's really scary. All the best to you, your mom, and your family. <3

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  18. Sofi StellarMarch 16, 2011 at 5:11 PM

    Also, the house photos are amazing. I wish I lived there!

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  19. shopgirlMarch 16, 2011 at 6:13 PM

    oh, Erica....I just read what's going on and I'm wishing and praying the best for you and your mother (and your puppy too).

    Looking forward to hearing positive news about your tests. xoxo

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  20. The Girlie BlogMarch 16, 2011 at 6:36 PM

    Love the home decor pics. Sending lots of warm thoughts over to you and your mom.

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  21. Ms. Emily AnnMarch 16, 2011 at 7:39 PM

    I LOVE that island!! And I too will take anything Hermes!!

    Praying for you and your mom, thank goodness you got tested! Sending you many hugs

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  22. JessMarch 16, 2011 at 8:47 PM

    Wow, I am so sorry to hear about this. I will keep you in my thoughts!

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  23. little tMarch 16, 2011 at 10:34 PM

    That IS the best island I have ever seen :)

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  24. KaveryMarch 16, 2011 at 10:37 PM

    I'm sending good wishes your way. It's a lot to deal with and if you need to talk to anyone your blogging friends are always there.

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  25. Tamra @walkswithBellaMarch 16, 2011 at 11:33 PM

    OH MY Dream home!!! Fabulous post!! Thanks so much for sharing. I am so happy I came across your blog. Looking forward to following.

    xo - tamra

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  26. The Bargaehr Adventures :)March 16, 2011 at 11:59 PM

    I am also a new follower...I am so sorry to hear about your mother and the type of cancer. But, it is better to prepare for it then not. :) I am in the same boat. I hope that gives you some comfort. My Grandpa and Mom had cancer (both genetic) so I have been to lots of doctors. Try and keep a positive attitude and thoughts.

    I will be praying for you and your family.
    -Stacey

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  27. Tamara NicoleMarch 17, 2011 at 12:05 AM

    I want that rustic Island!!!

    Awww honey I am so sorry to hear that, but at least you know early on.

    You two are in my prayers, seriously:-)

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  28. koraleeMarch 17, 2011 at 12:16 AM

    Sending you love and prayers for this very hard time...xo

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  29. Miss RubioMarch 17, 2011 at 1:24 AM

    OMG Erika...although I do not know you personally, my heart sank reading about your mom and how you may possibly have that gene. My best wishes to your mom and hoping she recovers very soon, and crossing my fingers and toes and you do no have that gene. Thanks for sharing.
    and 2ndly, the island....GORGEOUS!!!! I love islands that are not your typical island.
    XoXo

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  30. DebbyMarch 17, 2011 at 6:46 AM

    Erika, OMG... that is definitely a tough pill to swallow. I am sorry you are having so many challenges in your life at the moment. You know I am here if you need ANYTHING... I will email you my phone number if you need to talk and as always... your family is in my prayers. Big hugs to you. xo xo xo

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  31. Sarah KlassenMarch 17, 2011 at 2:44 PM

    Umm, yes, the exterior, LOVE LOVE LOVE... as for things with you personally, my heart hurts. I will be including you and your loved ones in my prayers tonight.

    xoxo

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  32. Villa BisonoMarch 27, 2011 at 9:10 AM

    Erica, stay super strong for you and your mom and remember to cherish each day and kick it with a punch! I hope your mom is doing much better now, I know they mean the world to us so it's very important that you stay with her supporting her in every way you can.

    I do love that hermes server...It would make me super duper happy to have it in my home. I am now following you as I love your blog. Hope you can stop by.

    Cheers from NYC,

    Maurenice
    www.villa-bisono.com

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